The one night a lovely guy invites me to his house and I have to decline because I can’t stand up without wanting to vomit.
DAMN YOU KARMA.
Lesson learnt. 

So the days i am off Uni Fernando is testing, this is good as i love Nando and his pudding hat, but i do miss Mark and JB. On these two days where i can fully follow testing Seb and LewLew are testing, very good but i still miss Mark and JB. I have followed testing fully and have enjoyed all the new car pictures and looking at the somewhat irrelevant but still interesting lap times, but i still miss Mark and JB. Now it is the end of day two and i have really enjoyed two full days of testing with no Uni, but i do still miss Mark and JB.
OMG MARK AND JB ARE TESTING TOMORROW AND FRIDAY. I MISS MARK AND JB!

…..
And i am on a fieldtrip to Wales.

All day tomorrow.
With no phone signal.

And i can’t follow testing at all.
FML. 

So i treated myself to some new Dr Dre Studio Beats headphones today. For those who don’t know they are pretty kick ass headphones. They are kinda perfect and the sound quality is epic but i have found some problems.

1. They are so good, i cannot tell if i am singing to myself while listening to music. 
2. I think i have been singing VERY loudly to Meat loaf for the past 40minutes (Which to be fair, as it is Meat loaf, is only 3 songs)
3. I have just noticed that my Dad is stood at the door of my room.
4. I do not know how long he has been there.
5. He is smiling.

DAMN YOU HEADPHONES!

I blame the ridiculous amount of drinking yesterday. Preparing myself for an awful 2 day hangover…
Bed. 

I hate talking in front of people and i have to give a talk to my tutor group at Uni. I haven’t even started writing the talk yet and i have to give it tomorrow at 3pm. But i have to get up at 7am for my first lecture. And i am in such a fucking bad mood it is unreal. And i am tired. And i have a headache. And i have no motivation to write this stupid talk.
On the up side as soon as i have finished speaking to my group i am done for Christmas.
But still…
 

Needed to go to the shop for my daily Red Bull fix so i just chucked on a massive hoody as i have just been slobbing round the house all day. Wandered into the shop (soaked from the rain) and my crush is stood there buying some bread. Looking gorgeous. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
 

I hate that shows go on a hiatus at Christmas! grey’s Anatomy is finished till January, Waterloo road is finished till April and very soon there will be no F1 till March…

The awkward moment when the two people you used to care about most just walk past without so much as a smile. Although the ex best friend is now texting me being all fake… Bitch.

So i’m off to the bonfire.
And my ex boyfriend and my ex best friend are gonna be there.
Oh yeah and they are dating.
FML 

I have a touch screen PC.
And its midnight here so it’s dark.
And the only light in my room is the PC.
And there is a fly in here.
Flys like light.
And it keeps landing on my screen.
And my screen thinks it is me.
So it keeps clicking stuff.

NO MR FLY I DIDN’T WANT TO CLICK THAT!